This is what we have come to

So yes, it has been a while since I last posted, so to the maybe four people that will read this; I beg your forgiveness. Here is a brief snapshot of me today,

I am typing this up in a newly cleaned bedroom, albeit not completely done but after about three days work, consider the surface to be scratched. During this process I have been watching videos on YouTube from the channel Ted Talks. Basically every year there is a meeting of the minds where tons of people gather and share ideas and information. They film these talks and put them up for the world to see. It is truly eye opening and stimulating and free to watch for anyone. There are hundreds of videos on varying topics if you are interested in learning about anything start here: Ted Talks

In the world of employment I am still rockin' a mediocre job of cashiering at the home depot, honestly not the most fulfilling job on the grounds of most capitalist criterion but it does give me the necessary social interaction, also it gives me access to human observation, which I have lately been more interested in.

Since my move to Texas I have been gathering an interest in many things that I kinda knew about but never really "got into." things like Science, Evolution, Nature, Sociology, Biology, Astronomy, Cosmology, and myriad other things in that vein. I have to sit one of my friends here, Sam Fairchild is someone I met shortly after moving to San Angelo that is interested in similar things. We since have formed a symbiotic relationship that, I think, has rocketed our inquisitions and intelligence about the world around us. We have plans to co-write a blog about our evolutionary findings in one particular patch of earth but there will be more on that development later.

All in all I have been getting a better understanding and appreciation for the world and the universe around me, and my place in it all. In all things are quite well in my corner and have come to the realization that I really owe it to the whole of humanity to write about myself and my feelings and findings etc, Since i am pretty sure i know a few secrets about happiness, success, the natural order of things. And it would be down right irresponsible of me not to share these gems of wisdom and understanding with whoever I can so, in short, look forward to more writings that you probably aught to worship for years to come.

What I learned in 2009.

well, another year has passed. And that means that yet again I look back on the previous year. And I do so with something that has become a bit of a tradition for me. A listing of some things (that I can remember) that I learned in 2009. So here it is:

1 Every one will lie to you eventually, to get what they want

2 I Like having a solid base below me

3 I really freaking love milk

4 Getting addicted to a routine is just as bad as getting addicted to not a routine

5 Lists are good

6 "Lost" = addiction

7 How to drive a U-haul in Manhattan during rush hour

8 I have had some of the weirdest dreams I know about

9 If they don't have what you want, they might have what you need.

10 Even sneakers get microchips these days

11 I Am getting old enough to think certain new things are "Unnatural"

12 Douglas Addams was perhaps the smartest man ever on this planet.

13 I can survive on only one meal a day

14 my wallet sure can

15 It is never too late to chase a dream..... Again

16 "Children of Men" is an act of pure cinematic genius

17 I like to surround my self with "High and Mighty" intelligent types

18 I push myself by setting myself up to fail

19 I cry at the most random moments because of music

20 That kinda bugs me

21 Sampling

22 Nothing is a sure bet

23 Living in NY is not as bad as it is made out to be

24 I truly do love hard suit fighting

25 All rap is not bad

26 Even in the darkest places there are little pockets of amazing people

27 there is a magnetic force that causes like minded people to get together

28 God does in fact not exist

29 There is a big difference between dirty and filthy

30 I'm a decent visual artist

31 I get sick of things really quickly

32 No matter how much time I take off from playing my music, I still love it when I go back

33 Blood is thicker than water

34 eating Oreos without milk makes me feel filthy

35 I hate talking to people

36 I am driven by social interaction

37 I am changing to often to ever be portrayed in black or white

38 30 Miles Per Hour!?!?!? Really?!?!?! that could take an eye out.

39 Video games are very fun

40 Fun things seem to be quite time consuming

41 Some people are not happy unless everyone around them is under there control

42 They make for angry people

43 Nothing compares to bar hoping with good friends

44 being pushy and bordering on annoying really gets your music out there.

45 I am more than happy to preform great in my room by myself and choke live.

46 After all I write for me

47 right?

48 Legally speaking, people only care about a song if it has lyrics

49 I feel like I will never be happy with what I hear on the radio

50 Music was meant to be heard live.

51 Bad live music is way more bearable than bad recorded music.

52 I am dishonest

53 I always tell the truth

54 Francis bacon's "Pope Innocent X" must be seen in person.

55 People need to express themselves, or bad things happen

56 Parenting is a privilege, not a right

57 How to drive from San Angelo to San Antonio

58 I still don't read enough

59 family is boss

60 I truly enjoy drinking alcohol

61 I hold myself back to often

62 I suck at chatting up ladies

63 I really don't take life serious enough

64 People take themselves to serious

65 Those people don't like me much

66 I like messing with people when they don't know i am messing with them

67 It is never too late to have the carpet pulled out from under you

68 If you do not learn something new every day you should die right now

69 Sex jokes will never stop being funny

70 "Hair of the dog" works

71 No, I'm not an alcoholic

72 I promise

73 I often talk out of my ass to see if anyone calls me on it.

74 Rarely does any one call me on it

75 Things i used to hate, i rather enjoy now

76 Sometimes you need to give things second chances.

77 Except "The White Stripes" I will ALWAYS hate them

78 only a Sith deals in absolutes

79 Anthony Dugo should open a breakfast restaurant

80 I would eat there every day, till the money ran out

81 It may be true, what people have been telling me all these years and I denied

82 My parents did not raise a quitter

83 I function so much better if I have a job

84 Ghetto soundproofing is more fun than functional

8-5 Sashito means more to me than she knows

86 I'm not good commitment

87 I love drawing

88 Howard Stern is pretty epoch

89 The average human farts 30 times a day

90 People really are the same every where you go

91 Some people will stick with me for the rest of my life

92 True friends will do allot for you

93 That tonights gonna be a good night

94 To check which power supply you plug in to the hard drive, before you turn it on.

95 I think I am a socialist

96 Racism will not die until we all breed into one dark brownish red race

97 I am happy with the world around me

98 Keeping a daily journal of things I learned each day, is both gratifying and helpful

99 I like building people up and then disappointing them, or leaving them wanting more..